Tuesday, February 15, 2005

events are cowards. they run in packs and leap out at you all at once.

actually no, i have nothing to do now, but next week shall be the week from hell. attempting to find a roommate, checking out the upperclass res halls, attending planned parenthood panel, going to fye, club meetings...what am i forgetting? hmmm, i know it was something...oh, wait. MIDTERMS DAMMIT!!!!!! if spring break didn't start next fri, i'd probably jump out my window and save myself the trouble of having to go through all this shit.
i know i've said it a zillion times this school yr, but i'll make it a zillion and one. I WANT MY FUCKING CAR, YOU PIGS!!!!!! the number of cases of depression on this campus are significantly higher than the national average. i say it's because there is shit-all to do here. when you have a car, it all goes away. you escape from alcatraz.
i can't wait for tim burton's new movie! i never knew that russians used to slaughter jewish women like that, but it seems like something they would do. and johnny depp is always dead sexy, even if it's just his voice.
v-day was disgusting as usual. i have to remind myself to send myself some flowers & candy next year. i'll probably have forgotten about it by then, and will be pleasantly surprised to receive them. i can even pretend that i have a secret admirer! oh joy and rapturement! i'm going into paroxysms of glee just thinking about it! anthropological studies have determined that women measure the success in their lives by the success of their romantic relationships. having never had an actual boyfriend, i feel like shit. waitwaitWAIT!!!! the greeting card companies have conspired to make me feel like shit every year! and the florists, and russell stover's, etc., etc., ad nauseum. every fucking v-day this bullshit. oh look, she's got roses, she's got chocolates in a fucking heart-shaped red foil-coated box, that person over there has a fucking GIANT TEDDY BEAR BIGGER THAN HER FUCKING HEAD!!!! AND THE TEDDY BEAR HAS 'I LOVE YOU' EMBROIDERED ON HIS GIANT FURRY CHEST!!!! i'll tell you what it is, society has deluded us into believing that we need this fucking bullshit. damn candlelit dinners, fucking walking along holding hands, looking happy dammit! i don't need this! stop trying to convince me that i'll never be happy unless i find my fucking soulmate by next fucking feb. 14th, that i'll die alone and be found three weeks later half-eaten by an alsatian!
but actually, we don't need to talk about me the whole time. we can talk about you too. wait, what did you just say? i can bitch about my petty personal problems as much as i want to? what is this, my own personal journal?! what's that? it is?! oh. well then, you can leave. go back to your own fucking webpage. why are you still reading this? the entry is over. grab your hat and head for the door. in case ya didn't notice, there ain't any more! adios, au revior, wiedersehen, ta ta ta,goodnight, get lost, get out!

Links

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my magical mp3 rotation, which i rotate biweekly.

my photobucket.

the official bbc doctor who site.

outpost gallifrey

official torchwood site.

february stars.

chaiyya chaiyya with subs.

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