*ahem* the other day sarah told me i looked like nicole kidman. she said i probably get it all the time. huh. to my knowledge, nobody has ever told me i looked like nicole kidman before. oh well. musing.
today i shouted at people to get them to sign the two million for roe petition. i think i was marginally successful, because we ran out of forms and had to make some more using extra looseleaf i had. i have a headache now. but then i've had headaches for the past 4 days or so, so i suppose it's not really a big deal. i'll just get a couple extra shots tomorrow when i buy my morning coffee. caffeine makes the pain go away. funfun.
nancy sent me a teddy bear. his name is motai. on his shirt it says, somebody at mount holyoke loves me. i love motai. he's fuzzy, like all good teddy bears should be.
i like the snap bracelet i got. it was free. i found another one on the floor, so now i have two. the shiny one is fun, not just because it's shiny, but also because its edges are pointy and sharp. it leaves red welts on my wrist. wheeeee. and no, i am not trying to cut my wrist open. any idiot knows that you've got to cut down the wrist, not across. duh.
yesterday i saw people who didn't want to see me. i felt warm and fuzzy inside when they avoided me. then i grinned REALLY BIG and adam said i was crazy. woohoo. i'm glad i don't know that many people here. because, chances are if i know them, i'm not speaking to them (or they're not speaking to me). i feel happy to know where i stand. it's great to feel safe in a crowd of strangers. i get weird moments of complete serenity as i stroll along, the sun shining on my face, a cool breeze wafting the leaves in the trees. *sigh of contentment* i don't like to differentiate between contentment and happiness. they're close enough together for me. you have the same result, anyways.
i like little thrills of contentment. i collect them. i get one when i hear the opening chords of science fiction, double feature; or when i see the claude rains climbing back up those stairs, into his house and certain death, in the last scene of notorious; or whenever i sing along with the eric the half-a-bee song (don't ask).
Is this wretched demi-bee,
Half-asleep upon my knee,
Some freak from a menagerie?
No! It's Eric the half a bee!
the end.
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