Tuesday, December 13, 2005

happy pills, happy pills, oh i wish i had some happy pills.

working on overcoming depression=not working.
psych services, here i come!
in other news, jenny came down on thurs. and we chilled downtown. it was great fun. we got some cool gear from the thrift store, and we went in a bunch of random stores and made fun of stuff. actually, i just made fun of stuff, and jenny elbowed me and told me to shut up. went into paroxysms of giggles at the irish store (i'm still surprised they didn't ask us to leave) after shouting, for absolutely no reason at all, "I'm the QUEEN OF FRANCE!!!!" <-----rejected fans know what i'm talking about. the rest of you, go download it now. or i'll burn you a copy. yeah. bangkok cafe for dinner (sweet!) and then jenny gave me some lovely pumpkin muffins.
friday was a snow day, which kicked ass, because i didn't really see it coming. especially after the whole debacle where i was so sure that tuesday was going to be a snow day that i didn't exactly do the paper that was due. but that's a whole 'nother story, and i'd rather not go into it right now. i still wince a little when i think about it.
on saturday, i went to borders to buy myself some lovely books. it's really sad that whenever i have some spare money (or not), i immediately go to borders or fye or suncoast and buy myself a book, or a movie, or sometimes a cd. although i download pretty much all of my music now, there's just some stuff ya can't find online. i know i should be completely girly and go, iunno, get a facial or buy some stupid makeup or clothes, but what can i say? i'm just an affront to womankind, i guess. whatever.
saturday night anna's roomie tonya drove us to see narnia! i was all like, duuuude! and then i was sorta....eh. lemme see if i can describe this. it wasn't that i didn't like the movie or anything (because i did), so maybe it was just because i knew exactly what was going to happen, although i didn't have that problem with lotr. hmm.....well, i'll put it this way. the narnia books were, hands down, pretty much my favorite books when i was a kid. i read 'em over and over and over. so, aside from the fact that i can recite the damn things by heart, and i can tell you that reepicheep was leader of the talking mice in narnia, these books had a huge impact on my childhood. i tried to go back and read them again a couple months ago, but it's just not the same. i can't get into them anymore, not like i used to. i think it's probably because of the whole "christian allegory" thing. even when i was six or seven, and i finished the last battle, right at the end they had that whole heaven thing going on, and although i was that young, i got the feeling that something not...quite...right...was going on. it did get to be a leetle bit glaringly obvious there at the end. "Hey, guess what, kids?! You really did all die in that train crash! There's all your Narnia buddies that died in that huge battle we had before the end of the world! Wave to 'em, kids! And guess what else?! Aslan is GOD!!!! Isn't that just peachy, youngsters?!" ....and so on, and so forth. you get the idea. so basically i'm saying that the magic is kinda gone. oh well.
so, to wrap up my lovely and exciting weekend, on sunday i did...dammit, what the hell did i do on sunday? oh yeah, i slept in. then i woke up around 2:30 and said to myself, hey, my 3-5 page paper for my english class that's due on monday night can go stuff itself. i can start it on monday afternoon. and that's just what i did! then i ordered some cinnastix from domino's (i think they have crack in them because they're highly addictive) and sat on my ass until the wee hours, watching canadian softcore porn on oxygen. yep, and i'm not ashamed at all, dammit.

Links

my lj.

my magical mp3 rotation, which i rotate biweekly.

my photobucket.

the official bbc doctor who site.

outpost gallifrey

official torchwood site.

february stars.

chaiyya chaiyya with subs.

home.