Thursday, November 30, 2006 coin-operated boyi had a gingerbread man cookie today. i broke off the arms and ate them first. then i ate the legs. then the limbless torso, starting at the bottom and working my way up, each bright blue icing-button one by one, all the way to the green icing bow at the neck. then i ate half the head. now there is one blue button eye beaming genially up at me from my desk, one half of a perfect fire-engine red smile curved happily in my direction. nothing's ever that easy. sometimes i feel cold, and small, and isolated, and alone. despair. one in the world. i am one, a singular single, me. and i listen to dresden dolls' "first orgasm" because it's who i am. and it hurts.
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